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im sorry i cant draw on the computer anymore. its really old..
im sorry guys, i wont be able to draw here anymore. the computer is to old to support my tablet or any programs, the site and computer alone lag Constently, and the computer is crashing more and more..
maybe if i buy my own computer, i know my parents would help but i want to do it myself, i dont like asking them for stuff so itll take awhile.. i will be able to draw again but that may be months to a year or a long time from now. im sorry..
from time to time i will try my best to draw again but i doubt itll work anymore...
so...*sigh* thats all i have to say i guess -_- not a big deal..

you gotta love artist block!*complete sarcasm*
New Prismacolor pencils
New copic markers
wide open clean paper
Weekends-no school and nothing to bother me-
all the time i want to draw on tablet, or paint or draw on paper-
and i get artist block..

How do you get rid of it!? i see other peoples' art and i get inspired sometimes but most the time i just end up feeling bad about my own art.
im at a total loss here. any advice on what i can do to get to drawing again?
im so low i cant even think about my story right! its driving me up the wall..*sigh*

i guess thats it..if you /did/ read this- im sorry i wasted your time..
byebye

i always use to believe schools were actual unused prisons, so i call it jail instead.
i started school again on Aug.8.12. TT_TT
i am already dreading the school year...

well- i have been feeling rather..Very lazy lately, i want to draw on the tablet and post art all the time but since school started and life is just busy =_=; i will try to draw and post things soon though.
ive actually started sewing again-! which is why there are sewing things in my favorites box <XD
such as Lumas ( from super mario galaxy.)
i honestly have nothing interesting to say...i really like memes but its alittle boring doing it alone TT.TT any one want to do a meme with me..?(probably not <XD)

Oh! i have decided to start drawing manga pages to make a book o3o maybe even a series...<XD takes alot of work but i like a challenge

....*sigh*..that is all...you are dismissed..

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2) Each person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3) Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4) You have to choose 10 people to tag, and post their icons on your journal.
5) Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
6) No tag backs.

About me-
1} I feel very..unhappy with my art at times..
2} i love feathers!
3} 13 is my lucky and favorite number
4} i love the word 'story'
5} I wish i had wings i could fly with. (black wings-feathers)
6} i wake up at the same time every night for the past 7 years and i cant go back to sleep till that hour ends. (3AM)[any explanation for that..?]
7}Things that glow fascinate me and i love them
8} I love roleplaying~
9} people scare me, im very unsocial in real life and am very quiet
10} Any male my age or older i am terrified of.

Questions for me!
1). Why...did you join dA?
~<:c i wanted to share my drawings and see what people think of them...
2). Do you...have pets? List breeds and names (if desired)
~ i have a white and orange male cat named Kai. (i really wish he was a black cat)
3). What country do you live in? Or just list continent
~North America
4). you Male or Female?
~Female >.>;
5). What foods are your favorite?
~Pasta, sweets, fruit, ...ect...
6). Do you have a job? What is it?
~;_; no....and i feel bad for it..but im to young anyway DX>
7). Where is your dream Vacation?
~ I- have no idea..not a city, i hate cities. (cant see the night sky) Probably a place like....where Edward and Alphonse Elric lived from FMA! <3
8). Do you sincerely care about your online friends like they're real life friends too?
~Yes.
9). Are you a believer in Christ? Why or why not?
~i dont know..i feel uncomfortable talking about it though..
10). Last question! Is there any one of dA you think about once or twice throughout your days? (not lovingly, like uh, relationship stuff, unless that's all who answers this question) Who are they? Don't have to tell.
~ <:c i dont understand the question TT_TT im sorry...

Questions for me!
1).  do you have and OCs? name ALL of them!
My OC's ( Boys: - Girls: +)
-Yuhari +
-Irheo/piper +
-Roy - (Grim Reaper)
-Postia +(Neko)
-Keco - (Human/bunny)
-Retyo -
-Vix - (Puppet/doll)
-Locket+(mermaid/human)
-Daitrus -(Pirate)
-Tritus -
-Myriu +(Fairy/witch type human)
-Serno -(wolf/human)
-Vex -
-Clore + (N/A)
-Autumn + (Deer/human)
2).  what is your favorite cartoon character? you can name more than one?
- ooh...tough...Edward Elric, Inuyasha,Chibitalia,HRE-Ect. [to hard to pick one D:>]
3).  u got any other hobbies other than drawing? be honest :3
-not really..does painting count? sewing?playing with hot candle wax? <XD
4).  rawr~! your response?
- BARK-!
5).  are you going to enter my contest!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
- ;-; what..?
6).  who is your bestest friend on dA?
- D:> i cant pick just one- Scatterpelt ^^ [im sorry to anyone else just...scatterpelt is my friend ;-; buddy...*hugs* DX I CANT PICK FAVORITES TT_TT]
7).  you tired yet?
-not really
8).  favorite quote?
-" dont try to impress people you dont respect"-Unknown
9).  I'M YO MAMA! wait, nevermind ^^ whats your favorite question so far?
-<_<; mmm....the oc one..?
10).  and finally~! do you think i'm a spaz o_O
-Nope

'Its That Time Again!' is what my dad usually says before ripping off our blankets to drag us to school in the morning, no more of that though, it is now Summer, and to be honest; im a bit sad..
I think i will miss middle school..
Though im sure  High School is fun, making Friends too i guess..Im not good at making friends i think i like being on my own, i think i will do ok, besides i still have friends from my old school, and 1 or 2 that got accepted like it did.

I will try to draw more and Post more this summer, i really will try; things are just a bit busy..
family reunion from Fri-Sun. we leave first thing in the morning.. im excited to see family, ( We have alot of cousins and relatives)

Usually i dont open up so much...i guess its because this feels 'Safe' to share here..? to me, it feels like no  one will read this so, i could write [type] just about anything and no one will see it, somehow its a good feeling..like a diary. though i already have one, 2 actually. 1 in a book, (paper) and one online (word pad) though ive never shown then to anyone else..

Oh! before school ended we were learning about the Holocaust.
We Watched 'The Devils Arithmetic'  and 'Anne Frank' though i was absent one day so i missed Anne Frank, i watched it on YouTube instead. 'Anne Frank: The Whole Story' is the one i watched, to be honest i liked the story, not the purpose, people being killed, i mean the soundtrack and actors, the settings were well done too..its hard to explain i guess..

Wow i did write a bit huh..
i think i may be doing this more often..just to share things..

Mood: Uneasy
Drinking: Water
Watching: My Ceiling Fan
Reading: 'Forever' by Maggie Stiefvater
Listening to: Anne Frank The Whole Story Sound Track ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=76Xb2q… )

i think thats it for now..if you Did read this, Thank you for reading- Comment if you'd like?
Bye Bye
Thank you For looking at my Art Also, any advice..?
Please and Thank you